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glenatronSometimes, when I'm feeling particularly tired and melancholy I listen to the song Bold Riley, which reminds me of the Halfpenny folk club and happy days.
It doesn't help, except that it gives the sadness a richness and a flavour of dark winter and friends who I see too little and miss too much. Work is weighing heavily on me right now and although I know that thirty is just a number I can feel it's looming presence at my shoulder and I am afraid of the judgement it will cast on my life and my achievements, or the judgement I will cast on my own life and achievements when I reach that milestone. There are yoghurts in the fridge that will outlast my twenties.
It doesn't help, except that it gives the sadness a richness and a flavour of dark winter and friends who I see too little and miss too much. Work is weighing heavily on me right now and although I know that thirty is just a number I can feel it's looming presence at my shoulder and I am afraid of the judgement it will cast on my life and my achievements, or the judgement I will cast on my own life and achievements when I reach that milestone. There are yoghurts in the fridge that will outlast my twenties.
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Date: 15 Feb 2006 16:49 (UTC)or like beasts with tasty toasty beef to sustain them.
beasts with beef on the beach.
and beer.
anyway, this beast has no beef with you, but let's rock like yoghurt.
yoghurt on FIRE!